Praise God for He is the one and true God that will never EVER leave us. Praise God who loved us before we even cried our first cry and has been with us ever since, even when we turned our back on Him.

Thank you O Lord for blessing us with your kindness and mercy, for stretching out Your mighty hand and pick us up when we were at our lowest and most depressed times.

Dear Lord I pray that the Holy Spirit will forever dwell in my heart and soul, that You will shape me and mold me, into a person worthy of Your rightousness.

In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

Yet like a big baby, I demand more and more of what was given to me by grace. Asking for things which I do not deserve. Like a baby, who drop the icecream in his hands trying to grab the toy in front of him. Shamelessly.

Broken promisses. Shamelessly.

God if it is Your will, please take away those things that I do not deserve, and I will obey without a single word of complain. For I can no longer bare the pain of knowing what I did, and the guilt and shame of hurting those who I hold dear to my heart.

The world is full of big babies like me. And I am forever a baby before the Lord, as He hold my hand and walked me towards Him.